Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Friend

hey people!
humm... i wonder why i'm starting to get lazy to write in this blogg...
oh well at least i'm writing now XD

well you see... im oging out with someone... and i lost a friend because i didn't tell her... (its more complicated than it sounds...)
but you see... i miss her... she was a friend to me... even a sister...
i've always wanted more then just friends... but turns out that the thing between us will only work as friends... but i figured that out when it was all done with us...

some of you might ask why i want her so much...
well you see, i've only known her for a year... but we've talked ALOT in that year...
during those convos, i've found out that we have ALOT in common...
everytime that we talked we had something to talk about... we hung out... we had fun...
it was all VERY good times... till she decided to top talking to me...
for a while now im wondering if i should break the ice or something, maybe it's a good idea or maybe its not... who knows right?? i mean i admit i deserve to be treated this way and all...
its been something close to 3 weeks that we haven't talked to each other... and i really miss the time we talked and laughed...

some of you might ask why i simply just let her go...
well i guess i'm not ready to let her go or something like that... its hard to forget about someone that you used to talk to every single day...

anyhow... im out of things to point out...
take care peps
-JimJonez

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Gah

dammit so many thing happened...
where to sat, where to start....
how about starting form the most recent events ^^(*added later on* or i'll just put what ever pops in my head)

well i've heard that my friend from the other side of the earth is having some troubles and its killing me that i can't help -.- hopefully i can get my internet working and all enough to talk to her in the middle of the night... (my time) her blog wasn't really...amusing...nor was it uplifting but oh well...shit happens right?!?

My cousin from Toronto, Ontario came over to visit me with my grandmother ^^ so far we've gamed, swam, ran around places acting like idiots ^^ it's really fun to have him around... but you see... i seeing someone now... and it kinda kills some of my plans, and i really want to be with her before time runs out (summer vac)

BEFORE all of that happened, i lost one of my dearest friend... she won't talk to me... but i'm still waiting by my phone... even though i said i wouldn't... gah i'm despicable -.-
well, that's what happens to fools like me (or JUST me) if you put everything you got in everything you do...

AFTER my cousin touched down in Cali, we went to the beach where a friend and i hosted a bonfire... it was a great day, we had loads of woods, loads of food........but ALL the bonfire pits were taken... so there goes that day -.- but nonetheless it was pretty fun, i got to hang out with some of my friends, and my cousin got to know some people ^^

so far, that's all the crap i can pull outta my ass... so i'll just stop here
take care peps
-JimJonez