Friend

hey people!
humm... i wonder why i'm starting to get lazy to write in this blogg...
oh well at least i'm writing now XD

well you see... im oging out with someone... and i lost a friend because i didn't tell her... (its more complicated than it sounds...)
but you see... i miss her... she was a friend to me... even a sister...
i've always wanted more then just friends... but turns out that the thing between us will only work as friends... but i figured that out when it was all done with us...

some of you might ask why i want her so much...
well you see, i've only known her for a year... but we've talked ALOT in that year...
during those convos, i've found out that we have ALOT in common...
everytime that we talked we had something to talk about... we hung out... we had fun...
it was all VERY good times... till she decided to top talking to me...
for a while now im wondering if i should break the ice or something, maybe it's a good idea or maybe its not... who knows right?? i mean i admit i deserve to be treated this way and all...
its been something close to 3 weeks that we haven't talked to each other... and i really miss the time we talked and laughed...

some of you might ask why i simply just let her go...
well i guess i'm not ready to let her go or something like that... its hard to forget about someone that you used to talk to every single day...

anyhow... im out of things to point out...
take care peps
-JimJonez